Marked with your stain. This cursed life that I live. Forever alone. Crucified. They'll publicly kill me. Scapegoat. My broken path. Led a life of shit. No reprieve for shit like me. I fell for your lies. Face my punishment. Sink on down to hell with me. Facing the fact that I'm insane. I saw the truth in their eyes and the fear they hide. You'll die alone they won't remember your name. They'll forget your pretty face. Live by your laws. Suppress your suffering. The end is just the beginning. Lost cause. Failure. The love I felt was a fallacy. No hope. Killed god. You'll never be what makes me bleed. I'm worthless. Follow me down, to my reckoning. Feast your eyes on the should have been. The gallows they call, like a symphony. Death has been waiting for me. Wasting and knowing I'm to blame I saw my death in his eyes and the guilt he hides. There's nothing left of me. I want to live long enough to watch him die. This city's gonna be the death of me. Father hear my sickened prayers. The darkness has taken me.
released March 11, 2017
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