Feeling cheated. Lost in your lies again. Defeated. Abandoned. You're not coming back. You couldn't love me. I don't blame you. I burned all our pictures tonight. I want you out of my head. I'm in love with a fucking ghost. You haunt my dreams. I'm better off now. No longer consumed by you. I am finally free. Saw you have a new man, I'm glad you're fucking happy. I'm still alone. My punishment. Crown of thorns. I watched our "love" and my bank account go. I'm such a joke. Looks like you went home with him... Crawl on broken knees back to my abuse. You faked your shame, see it in your eyes. There's nothing there.I'm glad that you're gone. Glad you moved out of here. See you in Hell. Those empty winters. The nights alone. I've made peace with death. I am finally letting go. Love wasn't enough. You needed someone to take care of you. Princess complex. Over dramatic little boy. Look at his shame. Social disaster. Laughing stock. Absolved of all your petty opinions, I never fit into your perfect world. Fake. Clarence should have died in the end. I wasn't perfect like you imagined I would be. Fall short of every high expectation. I'll never be good enough in your eyes. I am nothing. I'm a ghost.
released March 11, 2017
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